Underneath
What's going on underneath #
Three things that tend to sit under the words.
That is why it can hurt more than a simple “oh, okay.”
“Sab ko hota hai, koi shor nahi machata.”
Some people hear a rule settle underneath: “What I say about my own body only counts if someone else can see it,” or “I have to prove I'm really unwell.”
Reactions
What people often do #
- Laugh it off and say “haan, maybe” to keep the peace
- Explain at length until the other person nods
- Say nothing next time, and handle the day alone
- Play things down before anyone can doubt them
- Replay the exchange later, line by line
The deck
The story in 6 cards #
Six short cards, from the moment to letting go.
The remark at the lunch table
You mention at lunch that you aren't feeling up to the family function. A relative looks up and says, 'It's all in your head.' Everyone smiles and passes the rotis. You smile too, say 'haan, maybe,' and spend the rest of the afternoon going over your own words, wondering whether you described it wrongly, and wishing you had something to show.
Having to prove it first
The words land on a rule that may already be there: 'I have to prove I'm really unwell before it counts.' It sounds practical, even modest. But look at what it does: it makes your own account of your own day wait for someone else's approval. Whether you speak up or stay quiet now depends on whether others would believe you.
Why we learned to bring proof
Many of us hold this rule because being doubted was uncomfortable once. Maybe a house where everybody just carried on. Maybe a school where a complaint got an eye-roll. Maybe a workplace where a bad day was seen as an excuse. So we learned to bring proof along. The rule makes sense. It came from wanting to be taken seriously, and that deserves kindness.
What the proof quietly costs
Every time you prepare the proof, a little of your own day goes unsaid. You shorten what you tell people. You hold back the plain sentence in case it is doubted. You rehearse before speaking. Slowly the people around you meet a careful, guarded version, and you end up carrying your days alone and rehearsed, even among people who might have listened.
Is the rule worth the effort?
Ask yourself honestly: has holding this rule ever made you feel more believed? Or has it mostly kept you on guard in your own family? What others say is theirs to say, and only they know why. Either way, a quick remark at a table is not the measure of whose word counts. Is the rule worth the energy it takes?
Your word, left to stand
Letting go doesn't mean convincing anyone, or that the remark was kind. It means your word about your own day no longer waits at the door for approval. You can say it plainly, once, and leave it there. That is where some ease can come back: the line stays with the person who said it, and your account stays yours.
If something about how you feel is worrying you, or anyone answers it with anger, threats or fear, that is worth taking seriously, and going along for now can be the safe choice.
The flip
The old rule, and a new one to try #
The old ruleI have to prove I'm really unwell before it counts.
A new rule to tryMy account of my own day can stand without proof.
For next time
Try it next time #
- Step 1
Write one plain sentence about today that needs no proof
- Step 2
Put one hand flat on the table and read your sentence slowly
- Step 3
Notice one person who took your word without fuss
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“Where were you when someone last said it was all in your head, and what had you just told them?”
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What it sounds like, where it comes from, what it costs, and other ways to see it. Every question opens a chat on it.
How it lands
What was said
Six words that close the subject #
A relative at Sunday lunch after you say you can't make the trip, a cousin in the family group when you skip the function, a colleague as you pick up your bag early. “It's all in your head,” and the talk moves on as if something was settled.
It is said quickly, often lightly, sometimes with a sigh. But it takes what you said about your own day and hands it back as a thing to be doubted, and the person who said it may be on to the next topic before you have finished your tea.
Where did you last hear it, or something close to it?Talk about this ›
Who was there, and what had you just said before it came?Talk about this ›
The first few seconds
The pause right after #
Some people go quiet and look at their plate. Some laugh it off and say “haan haan, maybe.” Some start explaining at once, adding more detail, as if a longer list might make the sentence take back its words.
Being doubted about your own experience, in front of others, tends to register in a second, before any thinking. Many people describe a flush of heat or a sinking feeling, and then a quick search for what to say that would be believed.
In the second after those words, what did you do?Talk about this ›
Did you explain, go quiet, or change the subject?Talk about this ›
What might that first move say about what you wanted from that room?Talk about this ›
Why it lands
It turns what you said into a question mark #
Saying that you feel unwell is a small act of trust. This line answers that trust with a verdict about your own mind. It doesn't say what is true. It only suggests that your own account of your day can't be relied on.
That is why it can hurt more than a simple “oh, okay.” The sentence isn't only about one afternoon. It touches whether your word about yourself counts at all, in a home or a workplace where being believed already matters.
When someone doubted your word about your own day, what did it leave you wondering about, the afternoon itself or being believed in general?Talk about this ›
The voice inside
When the doubt starts running inside #
Heard often enough, it can move in. “Maybe I'm exaggerating.” “Other people manage, so why can't I?” “Better not say anything until I'm sure.” Sometimes the doubting begins before anyone else has spoken a word.
The person who said it may have forgotten the lunch by evening, but the checking can carry on. Because it sounds like your own voice, it can feel like honesty rather than one remark picked up along the way.
When you say how a day is going, what does the voice in your head add afterwards?Talk about this ›
In which rooms is it loudest?Talk about this ›
Where it comes from
Where it can come from
For some people, doubt came early #
“Bahut natak karta hai.” “Sab ko hota hai, koi shor nahi machata.” For some people, an early “I don't feel well” was met with a look, a shrug, or a school bag handed back, and the lesson settled quietly: say less, or have proof ready.
The reasons vary from home to home. Adults were busy, money was tight, or a house had a rule that everyone just carries on. A child only hears the result: that what they report about themselves may be argued with.
When did you first notice that your word about how you feel needed backing up?Talk about this ›
Who was usually in the room, and what did you learn to do with your face when it happened?Talk about this ›
The belief under it
A quiet rule underneath #
Some people hear a rule settle underneath: “What I say about my own body only counts if someone else can see it,” or “I have to prove I'm really unwell.”
Rules like this rarely feel like rules. They feel like being sensible, or not wanting to make a fuss. That is exactly why they are worth taking out and looking at, gently, now and then.
Some people trace a rule like this to early years; some don't. Either way it can be looked at.
How close does a rule like that come to something you have felt?Talk about this ›
In which rooms does “I have to prove it” still run, and in which has it never needed to?Talk about this ›
What it costs
What it costs
What carrying the proof can cost #
It can mean saying less than the truth, so nobody has anything to doubt. It can mean going on to the next task with the day still unspoken, or turning up early to a family function so the missing doesn't need explaining.
There is a quieter price too. Keeping a case ready is tiring, and the people nearby may only ever meet the careful version, the one with the evidence in hand. Over a year, that can be a lot of days spent being believed instead of being known.
What has the prove-it rule cost you in the last month, if anything: a thing left unsaid, a plan quietly dropped, an evening spent defending a sentence?Talk about this ›
If it stays as it is
One ordinary Tuesday with the rule loud #
Picture one ordinary Tuesday on a day when “I have to prove it” is loud. What is in it: the messages typed and deleted, the sentence rehearsed before it was said, the small chances to be plain, noticed and passed by? It's only a picture to look at.
Perhaps a reply shortened to “fine,” a plan not mentioned at lunch, a pause before saying anything about the day. Some of it may be familiar, some not at all.
Nothing here needs an answer yet, and the picture can be put aside whenever you like. Looking at that Tuesday, what, if anything, catches your eye?
Another way to see it
Another way to see it
Whose verdict is it, exactly? #
“It's all in your head” is a verdict from outside, delivered in a few seconds, by someone who doesn't live in your day. Once it is looked at, it can turn out to be one person's quick reading, spoken as if it were a settled fact.
None of this settles what is happening in your body or your mind. That is not the question here. The question is who gets to decide that your own account of your day can be set aside, and how fast they do it.
If a close friend told you the same thing about their day and got that answer, what would you want to say to them on the way home?Talk about this ›
Noticing it sooner
What people notice when they go back over it #
When some people go back over the moment slowly, they hear how small the exchange was: a sentence at a table, a reply in a chat. Set beside the days it has been carried, it can look quite different from how it felt.
Others notice the people who didn't ask for proof. Someone who simply said “okay, tell me more,” or a friend who sat with them without a verdict. Those moments were there all along, only quieter than the line.
Who in your life takes your word about your own day without needing it proved, and how does that feel in the room?Talk about this ›
Making peace with it
No need to win the argument #
Making peace doesn't mean agreeing that it was all in your head, and it doesn't mean the words didn't sting. It means one sentence from one person gets less say over how you speak about your own day.
Some people find it lighter once they stop collecting proof for every room. That collecting has no finish line, because someone can always doubt, and while it goes on, one remark sits at the head of every table.
Some people will keep saying it, and nobody has to convince them.
What would your next ordinary day be like if the prove-it rule stayed with the person who first said the line?Talk about this ›
A truer sentence
A truer sentence about your own word #
If “I have to prove I'm really unwell” has been running for years, there's no need to fight it head on. Some people keep a line like this ready instead: “My account of my own day is allowed to stand without proof.”
It doesn't have to feel true. It is only a line some people try on, and some find that, said quietly before a family call or a meeting, it takes up a little of the space the old rule used to fill.
What would a truer sentence about your own word sound like, in your own voice, one that needs nobody at the table to agree with it?Talk about this ›
What to let be
Some of it can be left at the table #
Not every “it's all in your head” needs a comeback, an explanation or a file of evidence for next time. Some of it can be noticed, felt for a moment, and put down, like a cup left on the table when everyone gets up.
That isn't giving in to it. It's choosing where your attention goes, and some people say it leaves more room for the days and the people that are actually theirs.
Leaving the remark at the table tonight doesn't mean it was fine, or that anything is settled. It only means it doesn't have to follow you into the next call, the next lunch or the next morning.
If it loosened
And if the rule eased, even a notch #
Imagine, only as a picture, the prove-it rule a notch quieter. Your word about your own day is allowed to be just your word.
Small things can be enough, such as one sentence said without a long explanation after it, a reply sent without three edits, or a quiet evening that didn't need defending.
Nothing here needs to be said to anyone. Whatever comes up is yours, and worth noticing, however small. If you'd like to look at it properly, a chat is one tap away.
What is the first thing that would feel different, even slightly?Talk about this ›
What might be your first small sign of the rule easing?Talk about this ›
Small things to try
Something to try
A few small things people try #
- Name it in your head: “there's the prove-it rule again”
- Write one plain sentence about today that needs no proof
- Notice which is louder: the words said to you, or the doubt inside
- Think of one person who has taken your word without a fuss
- Put one hand flat on the table and read your own sentence slowly
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Talk it through #
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- Where were you when someone last said it was all in your head, and what had you just told them?
- Who was in the room when your word about your own day was doubted, and whose face do you remember?
- When did you first learn that what you say about yourself needs backing up?
- On a day when the prove-it rule is loud, what do you end up not saying?
- If your own account of your day could stand without proof, what would you notice first?